have you ever...
Written at 1:47 p.m. on 2003-12-22

Have you ever fucked up beyond repair?

Have you ever loved someone who hasn't loved you back?

Have you ever fallen too hard and too fast someone to only have your heartbroken?

Have you ever been so in "love"/lust/infactuated with someone, that the thought of them rejecting you makes you want to cry?

Have you ever written a journal entry while at work and had to fight back tears?

Have you ever felt unwanted?

Have you ever done something you regret?

Have you ever wished you could go back in time?

Have you ever wanted things to just go back to how they used to be?

Have you ever longed for one last touch, smell, kiss, of someone?

Have you ever had your heart broken by someone unaware they had such a tight grip on your heart in the first place?

Have you ever felt wanted?

Would you ever consider giving up everything you have just to be with someone?

Have you ever been used and/or felt used?

Have you ever wanted more than anything in the world for him to tell you everything will be ok?

...well i have...

Have you ever felt as helpless as I do right now?

I didn't mean to fall this hard this fast this much...i almost hate that it happened...my worst fear is not being loved back and i feel like that is just around the corner. I'm trying as hard as I can not to start crying here at work...i don't think it's working though.

UGH! I'm weirding myself out with all of this...emotions suck, can I get them surgically removed?

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